Lol din have time to post wad happened yesterday. SO lets say it all now!!Oh btw these pics are taken quite long ago but den nv had the chance to upload.

Ok first thing in the morning was the banned thing T.T. Den er well went fencing with hx and his chiochio sister hahas. Den after that wad did I do?0.o Eh yea took bus go sch. Ppl rushing me sia See I so important. Den bring instrument go down lor. Sian had to let TingTing do the hairspray. Nabei sia. I knew I must have looked like shit. Oh well couldnt help it anw. Anw I din look as worse as Steph. Haha from hairy to hairless. So load load load den went on the bus to sit down. Wa kau eh. Dam hot lah at first. Cos no air con. Den started to cool down le. Den reached the venue. Lol Minghao suddenly shout out my name sia wth. So unload the instrument le den set up their legs. Den bring all the way to the back. Once set up finished le, we all sat down lor. Thought about that thing again. And I guessed I must have looked pretty much very emo. Cos some pppl came up to me and asked whether I was ok cos I looked pretty down. Anw I brightened up after abit ba cos I dun think its fair that my frens should see my ugly expression. Went for a little break den came back. I felt more relaxed ba and nv thought abt it le. Had a lot of rehearsals and stuffs. reached sch pretty much late. Left darren and huihai behind at the busstop and went, unwillingly, home by myself. So this was the feeling of loneliness. Its not really cool ok. I mean, when you got frens to talk with you maybe even just a little while, its still a feeling of happiness. Unlike me last night, i walked home alone, nobody to talk to, the air was cold, no warmth at all, there was just this feeling of bitterness that I nv really felt b4. I just dunno why but I suddenly just missed all my frens. I just couldnt bear it much more. Its pretty much surprising, cos this was the route that i take to and fro the sch everyday, and yet, it seems just that much unfriendly. Haix only just then tat I realise Stephanie was rite, for once haha, if doomsday is really coming, wanna die, die all tgt, dun die alone. ANw I reached interchange then go the bustop. Took the bus and went home at abt 10 or 11+ , forgot le. Anw I sent a message to everyone in the section, something pretty much secret hahas, so I wont disclose it here.

I just dunno why, but the whole of today, I was missing her 0.o. Its like all the time I keep thinking of her sia, I couldnt really concentrate on other stuffs. ANd its bugging me too. I cant have this feeling abt all the time. Streaming's up and I must concentrate.