zzz bus today sibei slow seh den reach sch at abt 7.10 onwards cant do my hist. but lucky after assembly cher said nvm complete by today which i haven done anyway zzz...aiya today sch nth much happened lahx after sch went rj hse...eh den play play a bit liaoz den went downstairs to buy bbtea...had a talk with him anyway...wadevr the contents was i prefer not to say although it concerns a lot of ppl...haix his situation so bad sia...den went straight to park and as usual saw no one there...haix I feel really very fucked up...should i just continue putting hope into it or should i just give the whole dammed thing up?seriously like no one really comes anymore...i stay there so long hope at least someone will at least like notice me down there but wtf seriously dam disappointed no one at all...maybe is just wishful thinking of my part...but it really wastes my time waiting there for nobody...maybe the fun we had that tt time is lost forever...just cant believe it...